Devastated.thats the only word that can describe my feeling now.I barely can lift up my face,I've lost all the strength.
I hardly can get up.I'm a looser.
I've no more grudge or anger,all left in me is frustration.There's nothing much I can do.I've lost the battle.
Picking up the pieces which seems even smaller this time..almost impossible to collect the dust and mend it back to the shape I always wanted.
How I wish,sometimes I feel like I wanna have a long sleep and I dont have to open the eyes for the next cruel day.I've cried and let the tears run down through my face,but none could wash the regret of being kind.Not a single drop can heal the deep cut in me.
Smiling feels like hell now.It even makes the pain worst.I dont think anything works out now.
Somebody has thrown me from a very very high place,and broke myself into a very very small pieces.
I've lost few pieces of mine,and I'm not so sure if I still wanna have those missing parts.
The truth is,I'M LOST
p/s:anyway,this is not a suicide note
8 comments:
starch UP!...jgn emo emo. jgn sedey sedey..let Yellow colours you :)
i luv everything bout your new look.
be it the template, the song, the font, just love it!
it suits you well
life is like that nazz :D
kerol: hadoi,i know that ur comment suppose to cheer me up instead i nangis plak haha~gile mode
i hold it too long.i hope it will heal by time.yeahh kerol,life's like that.haisshhh~
arghh..apsal tah jd looser camni.takpe.SEMANGAT2.YELLOW2 :P
hey i love the new look too.rase so refresh.yeah its new me.get the new feel??
thx a lot kerol :)
ya i like it more duh...really nice n simple but look trendy...neway cheer up k...let it pass...ya life is alwys like that n we have to get trough all the obstacle ahead in life n move on..
anonymous: thx whoever u are.next time put la ur name.so that i have a name to call u la dear.so that i know who;s this caring person.thx thx :)
nazz! cheer up. life can be so hard sometimes. it's up for us how 2 face this mean world. ;)
actually, mending the broken heart is not an easy job. just have faith in yourself and everything will be ok! ;)
take good care of yourself dear!
farah: ouh how i wish u were here with.we can cry on together i think huhu :)
thx for all the good says n ur concern dear.its pleasure to know such a kind person like u.luv u more :)
u too take care tau!
p/s:at least i know we have each other.rite?
yup. yup.
we have each other.
even virtual, tapi feels like da knal lame aite? ;)
happy2 la u. ;)
farah: indeed darling.rase cam i alwaz have good people surrounded me n wanna listen to me.n u,can be my best buddy hehe.thx for being there
kite hepi hepi together k!~
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